At this moment....

Honestly, I don't know how to describe my feeling. Some people asked me how do I feel about leaving Canada. I usually replied them " I feel both happy and sad at the same time." It might sound a little weird but it's absolutely true. I'm happy to finish my school. It's been the most hardworking class since I've studied here for a long time. Also, I'm happy to go back to my country when I call it 'my real home'. In my opinion, no place is better than my country. Even though I will be in super hot weather and polluted city, I'm willing to face that. On the other hand, I'll be missing Vancouver a lot. I've mentioned that I've learned a lot from this city. I got used to my daily life here. I have good friends, nice apartment and enjoyable life. Frankly speaking, my life is almost perfect here. Some people asked my "Why don't you live here? You have been here for a long time. You must like living here. Otherwise, you should have gone back to Thailand earlier." I strongly said "No". "This is a nice place to live. But,still, I don't feel like it's my home. I'm a 'foreigner' here. This feeling has been with me for the whole time here. I think this is like vacation for me. One year is more than enough." Despite those opinion, I feel that time goes so fast. I can hardly believe that I'm leaving in the next two weeks. I'm pretty sure I will cry on the day I leave. But life has to go on. There's time we say 'Hello. Nice to meet you.' and there's also time we say 'Goodbye'. This is life!